Monday, April 24, 2006

Feeling very, very bummed today (to say the least).

ANOTHER one of my fellow coworkers was "let go" today. First it was my boss Rick a couple of months ago, and now it's my friend, Andrea (who did marketing).

I'm sad for them. :-(

But also, I'm feeling very small and insignifcant and UNIMPORTANT. Like I could be let go at any time MYSELF! I've only been with the company for about two years but Rick was here 10 years and Andrea for 7 years.

It makes you feel so unsettled, insecure, afraid...job security is not what I thought it was. WHAT job security?

Maybe I should start working on my resume...so at least I feel like I'm not just hanging in space, at the mercy of the big company "SHOE", waiting for it to potentially drop on ME, you know? :-(

Tuesday, April 18, 2006



Look at how cute little Braeden is! (Carsa's son). He is seventeen months old and SOO damn adorable! I can't wait to go visit them...Daryl and I are going to take a nice long weekend and go see them in Maine. :-)

Monday, April 17, 2006

Happy (Belated) Easter everyone!

I had a good day. Although I'm exhausted from all the cleaning, cooking and baking I did this weekend!

I hope you all had a good visit from the Easter bunny!!!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Can someone please tell me why in the HELL it's not Friday yet?!?!? *SIGH*

Monday, April 10, 2006

I had a fun weekend! Went to Yankee Candle Factory in Deerfield, MASS with Daryl and Mini Me on Saturday. We left early so after visiting the "Scenter of the World" LOL we drove up to see Daryl's family's land in New Hampshire. I'm dying to go camping so maybe sometime SOON we can go camp there! Although me going potty in a hole in the woods...that could be interesting. And no showers? Hmmm...does that mean i won't need my blow dryer either? LOL

Anyway, watched some of my favorite movies this weekend: Scarface and Carlito's Way. I wish I owned the Godfathers too...I love the mobster movies. :-) We made chili cheese hot dogs so I stuffed my face AND I had some white chocolate martinis. Between Saturday and Sunday, I killed both the white chocolate and regular chocolate bottles of Godiva I just bought! LOL Yummy.

And now...it's Monday. Ugh. I'm SO not motivated to work today...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

What the *&$#% is up with this snow???? It was just seventy degrees last week!!!

GRRRRRRRR!!!!! I'm so ready for winter weather to be OVER!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Me and Dad a year or two before he passed away....
Here's Dracula (a.k.a. Dad)!


Some photots of my Dad that I just scanned at work...wasn't he a cutie???? :-)

This first one is from his 30th birthday (obviously! LOL) and the second one is Dad and I one Christmas morning....


Monday, April 03, 2006

So, my friend Sandy created a Memorial Website for her son Joey who was just killed in a car accident in early March and it was very sweet. I decided to create one for me Dad, even though he's been gone for almost four years now. With Dad's anniversary coming up, I STILL can't believe all this time has gone by without him here. His absence defintiely leaves a hole in my heart...


http://richard-smitty-smith.memory-of.com/about.aspx