Wednesday, June 04, 2008

I'm on the verge of tears.

I've been out of work sick the past one and a half days and I come into WWIII.

WHY can no one back me up on vacation/sick days without issues? ANY time I'm out sick?

WHY can I not even make it through one task without being interrupted by the next person, problem, phone call, whatever? When I'm already behind and trying to catch up?

WHY do I let this place get to me so much?

WHEN am I going to do something about it?

*holding back the tears*


Keri said...

Take a DEEP breath...
look down at your left hand and remember the words you just spoke to the love of your life.
The one that will support you through everything.
The one that makes your cozy house a home.
The one that will become the father to your children.
Now take another DEEP breath ...
and remember that as you laugh inside at the unimportance of the silly problems of the jerkies at work.
You got a man that worships the ground you walk on and he just made you his wife.
NOTHING can bring you down from that cloud.

Chele76 said...


I completely understand how you feel right now. I was there jsut a few short weeks ago. You can get through this, you just need to figure out what is best for you... is that resume looking? all up to date?

Kel said...

Just like keri said, take a deep breath. Worry about getting well and then focus on what you want and where you want to go from here. In the mean time, shed a few tears if you need to but don't let the job get the best of you.
(sending good vibes your way)

~**Dawn**~ said...

(((HUGS))) It stinks when a job weighs you down like that. I've been there. Maybe some of Chele's new job vibes will rub off on you & you will find something much better, where they don't make you cry.

Steph said...

You need to look at it this way it is a job not a relationship and all of that crap will be there tomorrow and the next day and the next day. do what you can and don't stress!

Poltzie said...

Oh April that sucks.
(((((BIG HUGS)))))

Chele76 said...

hehehe Dawn said that maybe I can rub off on you.


Kori said...

I'm so sorry you haven't been feeling well. But I am glad you are feeling some better today. I am so sorry that you are having issues at work. If the job makes you this upset maybe you should look for something else. I too had this problem a few months ago at my other job and it really affected me and my life at home. But now I have the job I've always wanted and couldn't be happier. Sometimes you just have to take the risk and jump out on a limb and see what happens.

Big D said...

yea quit fuck those fuckers

jules said...

Awww April, I'm sorry!
I know how bad it is when work is a drag....Listen to Keri, she had some great advice for you...Words to live by!!!!!!

Robyn said...

As hard as it is, let it go. It's hard, but sometimes you have to just let your coworkers sink or swim and tell them you are busy and to figure it out.
Maybe it is time for a new job.

Mrs. Kitty said...

Oh honey I have been there. But I couldn't hold it back. I would have to go into the ladies room and have a cry.

This job is not worth it. There are other jobs out there made for you, I'm sure.

[[[[Big Super Tight Hugs]]]]

--comments are giving me issues.(kittyconcerto)

Grandy said...

Sorry honey...feel better soon...k? Screw work, you're a beautiful new bride now. :)